Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Stretched


My role as a lecturer at Pilgrim Wesleyan Bible College is stretching me in many ways.  I am training people who are becoming pastors when I myself have never been a pastor.  I have also never prepared lesson plans or taught classes in a school setting.  All of this would be plenty enough to be challenging and stretching my abilities, but the hardest thing I come up against has to do with cultural differences.

Besides the obvious concerns of understanding how Zambian students learn best, what the expected role of a lecturer and student is in the classroom, and how a classroom functions, there are many theological difference I encounter that are a result of different cultural experiences.

My life experience and world view are based on a wealthy upbringing that included a solid western education which allowed me to think for myself and encouraged and supported me to meet my full potential.  My student’s life experience is often the exact opposite. 

My theological upbringing and especially my education at Houghton allowed me to make theological decisions for myself.  Often what is taught in schools here is very dogmatic, meaning there is always a right or wrong answer to a question.  This dogmatic education has been transferred into the churches ways of educating, meaning that there is always a right or wrong theological answer.  I’ve been doing my best to challenge and allow my students to think for themselves and realize there are some questions we just don’t have a good answer to.

All across Africa, as well as in many parts of America, the Prosperity Gospel is taking advantage of people’s desperation for wealth, health, and happiness. This misuse of scripture is influencing preachers of every denomination, and many of my student’s words are laced with a misunderstanding of what God’s blessings will provide. 

African tribal religions are a very present reality.  Talk of witches and wizards, demons and demon possessed, and many other forms of spiritual warfare are challenging my worldview and understanding of demonic forces. 

The role of women in this culture has traditionally been of lesser importance than men.  I’m not saying they were oppressed as is seen in some cultures, simply not given the same voice or opportunities as men.  Although this mindset is slowly being remedied by new opportunities for women and there is a new openness to their equality, the influence of this history is still very apparent.  Wesleyan’s believe, as do I, that women have an equal role in church leadership.  I also believe women have an equal standing with their husbands.  Using scripture to shift this mindset, for both men and women, is a common discussion in our classes.

Besides these cultural challenges, I find that I’m dealing with exceptionally bright students who oftentimes have a greater knowledge of the Bible than I do.  When there are names and stories that I’m not fully certain of, they practically have it memorized.  Coming from a culture that is used to memorizing stories, they can quickly memorize scripture and are often very quick on the draw for finding a specific verse. 

There are many times in the classroom where I have to wonder, who is the real student here?  My eyes are being opened to how much I don’t know, and my mind is soaking up new information every day.  It’s an experience that I know will form the way I think for the rest of my life, and one I will never regret!  

Saturday, June 2, 2012

LIONS!


Yesterday I had an unforgettable experience with Cindy.  We took a day trip to Chobe National Park in Botswana for a full day safari.  It was a beautiful, chilly winter day with lots of wildlife.  The morning was spent on a boat on the peaceful Chobe river with hippos, elephants, crocodiles, lizards, and endless birds.  The afternoon was on land with many elephants, giraffes, warthogs, impala, kudu, mongoose, puku, and... LIONS!

Seeing wildcats on a safari can be very rare.  They spend most of the day laying around as far away from people as they can get, so spotting one from a distance can be quite the treat.  This was my 3rd game drive and I had never seen wild cats before.  Cindy, who has lived in Africa for 17 years and has been on countless safari experiences has only seen lions 3 times... before yesterday.  

I went yesterday hoping to see a lion, but not getting my expectations too high... we got WAY more lion than we ever thought we would!

Can you see the lion under the tree?  This was the first lion we saw.
 My camera  is zoomed in as far as it can go, so you can make out the lion better in the photo than with the naked eye.

After looking at this lion in the distance I said "Oh! This is my first lion!" It was a moment of excitement.

Then our tour guide said, "Would you like to see some better lions?"  We gave a big "Yes!"

After driving a ways we stopped and the driver said, "We're not allowed to go off roading... but we'll be fast!"

This is what we saw when we went off the path!
There were six lionesses, two not pictured.  You can see how close we were to them!  

Cindy was feeling really nervous because they were on her side of the car!

So excited to see LIONS!

The lion on the right is getting ready to pounce at us!  It was so nerve wracking to be so close!
She growled at us too.  

Such beautiful creatures... 

We saw the lions only briefly, but the three minutes we were right next to them felt like an eternity!  It was such a rush of fright, excitement, and awe in one moment.  The elephant with them is said to have died of natural causes and these lionesses were scavenging the meat.  Their bellies were full, thankfully...otherwise I'm afraid we could have become easy lunch!

This was such an unexpected treat to get so close to these lions.  It truly made the highlight of the trip.  I don't have high expectations to ever again have such a up-close and personal experience with wild lions, so I decided this needed a blog post all to itself!

I ended the day saying over and over again, "I saw LIONS today!  WILD lions!"  What an amazing day!!

Monday, May 21, 2012

Back to Life


It is nearing the two week point since my return to Zambia, and I’m finally getting a moment to reflect upon it.  So much has happened that I can hardly begin to tell you everything, but I’ll tell you the highlights.

My return to the Bible college was a JOYful one.  All of the students were so happy to see me, and I received hugs from everyone.  Timothy’s hug was the biggest and included a few tears of relief.  It was good to see him again and to know that he is enjoying pursuing his dreams to be a doctor.  He is currently working towards retaking his high school standardized exams by studying at a better school in Lusaka. 

Something which multiple people have expressed to me is that when I left to go back home due to my illness “it felt as though we were having a funeral.” Without any significant communication, and the lingering doubt of my return, it felt as though I had left them forever.  It even felt as though I had died.  And for some of them, I’m sure there was significant concern whether or not I would live!  In a place where getting critically ill most often leads to death, I imagine some were wondering if I would survive this illness which caused me to have to leave them. 

So, to my friends in Zambia, I have come back to life!  As each day passes, I too feel as though my life has been given back to me.  After months of what felt like a purposeless existence of sleeping and feeling sick, returning to my calling here feels truly like I have come back to life.  These last few weeks back in the classroom have been so fulfilling.  Each day I’m amazed that I’ve been blessed to be able to come here long-term to get to know these students and to have them challenge my own thinking.

The phrase “absence makes the heart grow fonder” applies perfectly to my five months absence.  It seems that rapid growth has happened in my relationship with many of the students.  Several have opened up to me with personal concerns; others have initiated in-depth conversations about theology and life.  I have been teaching some of the single students to play the card game “Phase 10” and I feel like I now have great friends to laugh and fellowship with. 

Our God is faithful, and in all situations he works things together for good.  I’m so grateful for the ways he has transformed a frustrating situation into a joyful one, and that he has allowed me to come back to life in Zambia. J  

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Brakpan, South Africa

For the last part of my trip I have been graciously hosted by Bob and Brenda Bagley in Brakpan, South Africa.  Besides working on a few small projects for Bob, I've been preparing for my classes which will begin this week! Otherwise, I've been resting and enjoying making feeble attempts to beat Bob and Brenda at a card game :)

I've had a good time exploring a new area of Africa and learning about the culture here.  This area is very wealthy.  The brand new malls enhance the appearance of the wealth, and make for a much different experience of "This Is Africa." However, you don't have to drive far to find more impoverished areas.

We visited the Nelson Mandela house in Soweto.  This is the house where Mandela lived with his first and then his second wife.  I learned a bit more about Mandela and Apartheid.  It has been interesting to see the ways this painful part of South Africa's history is still affecting people today.  But the rubble left behind from many apartheid era prisons are evidence that they have come a long way.

Tomorrow I hop on a plane and head back to Zambia!  I'm SO excited to return.  The next week or so will be pretty hectic while I settle back into my apartment and get started with my classes, but I'm very eager to see my friends again :) This time in South Africa has been a blessing.  Besides giving my body a chance to adjust slowly, I've been able to explore new places and meet many wonderful people!

Scenery on the way from Swaziland

lots of birds visit the Bagley's backyard 

A "Go Away Bird"  

Portrait of Mandela in his home

The Mandela House

The Church we visited on Sunday



Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Swaziland!


For the week following the missionary retreat I was blessed to spend time in Swaziland!  This is a small country land-locked in South Africa.  The Emmanuel Wesleyan Bible College has been in Swaziland for many years and its ministry is comparable to Pilgrim Wesleyan Bible College in Zambia.  It was a great learning experience for me to see the similarities and differences between the two colleges and cultures, as well as a blessing to live life with the missionaries who serve there- Dorcas Croft and her son Mathias and Fred and Carol Cromer. 

For part of my time in Swaziland Carol taught me to use the Dewey Decimal System to classify and catalogue books.  I will be passing on the skills I learned to the librarian at PWBC so that she can continue to add new books to the library as they come in.  It sure is a different world to not have a computer system for cataloging!!

Other notable parts of the week included a lunch out where we visited a Swazi Candle Factory- the pictures tell the story! I also enjoyed playing lots of games with everyone, including hours of very competitive “Go Fish” with 8 year old Mathias J

GO FISH with Mathias :) 

The EWBC library

Carol, teaching me the Dewey Decimal System

Candle creations at the Swazi candle factory



The view from the back porch

Chapel at EWBC

Fred preaching

The church we visited, with their new building in the background. Almost finished!

View from the church property

The church service

Monday, April 30, 2012

Retreat!!


For my first few days back to Africa I was blessed to attend the Africa Area missionary retreat.  The 30 or so active missionaries gathered from across the continent of Africa in Nelspruit, South Africa for a long weekend of fellowship, rest, and spiritual renewal.  Some of these missionaries were people who I have only met through email.  Almost all of them were strangers to me. But as the weekend ended I knew I was leaving having gained a whole new family. 

Our weekend was structured so that our mornings and evenings were spent in various sessions.  We were blessed to have three pastors from North Carolina come to minister to us and lead us deeper into our love of God and renew our vibrancy for ministry.  (Pastors Brian Matherlee, Phil Harrington and Doug Dennis) We also had times of discussion revolving around the book “When Helping Hurts” by Steve Corbett and Brian Fikkert which helped to enhance our perspectives of practical missions. (This is a book I highly recommend for anyone involved in missions on any level and no matter your age!)

Our afternoons were free to do what we liked, and I had two very notable afternoons.  One was spent exploring Kruger National Park.  This is a large (Rhode Island sized) section of South Africa which is protected from development for the sake of wildlife preservation.  It was the most untouched and natural part of Africa I’ve ever been in, and was truly an experience as we drove around for three hours searching for any animals we might see!  I added a few animals to my life list including Impala, Kudu, and Mongoose.  We also saw Elephants, Zebra, and Warthogs. 

The second notable afternoon was a group trip to the Shangana Cultural Village.  The Shangana is a specific tribe in South Africa, and this village has opened itself to the public for education and entertainment. After a tour of the village we spent the evening being entertained by a performance of dance and singing which depicted the history of this tribe beginning about 1200 years ago.  At intermission we were served a cultural meal of porridge, chicken stew, pumpkin and much more.  During the performance I was pulled from my seat twice by the dancers to join them in their dance! Several of us white folk (most of us Wesleyans!) had a good time pretending to dance J
Impala

Beautiful scenery!

This guy gave us quite the show!


Playing Games

The whole group!
The chief was looking for a new wife... our leaders had fun bartering cows with him for the few of us ladies who were single :) 

What a fun experience!



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Monday, April 9, 2012

Going Back!!

Well, its finally happening!  I've been given official medical release, as well as release from Global Partners, to return to Zambia!!  Praise the Lord!!

Since about the beginning of March I started to progressively get better, and have been feeling 100% for several weeks now.  My illness and recovery still dont have much of an explanation other than- "I was sick, and now I'm better." 

Things I'm praising the Lord for:
1- My illness wasn't any worse than it was
2- For his faithfulness in guiding me home where I could receive good medical care and rest
3- For all of the wonderful people (all over the world!) who have been praying for me and
4- That I'm better!

There are a few Frequently Asked Questions I've been getting:
FAQ#1 "Did they ever find out what made you sick?"  The short answer is "no".  And the long answer is that I probably had a virus and due to the extreme amount of stress my body was under, most especially from being treated for malaria 3 times, I got wiped out and took a good long time to get better!
 FAQ #2 "Aren't you worried you'll get sick again?!"  The short answer is, "Yes!!" However, there are a lot of things that make me hopeful it won't be as bad.
1- My immune system should be strengthened against whatever 'it' was.
2- I'm returning during a cooler season- 60-80 degrees should be easier on my body than 90-120!
3- The cooler season also means less bugs (lessening risk of malaria, or other bug-transfered diseases)
4-My first few weeks back in Africa will be spent in South Africa where I will attend a GP missionary retreat.  This adjustment to the time-zone in a less stressful environment should help my body transition. 
5- The knowledge that I was not sick with malaria is key.  This means I will be testing myself for malaria, and therefore knowing for certain if I need to be treated or not.
6- I'm planning to be hyper-vigilant about things like cleaning, food preparation, boiling water, hand washing etc etc etc!

Though I'm certain that I WILL get sick again, I'm hopeful that it will be comparatively minor and not prohibit me in such an extreme way from my ministry, work and life in Zambia.  There is still a year and 4 months left to my term, and I'm eager to soak up every minute of it! 
My journey back to Zambia begins on Tuesday the 17th when I will fly to South Africa for a three week stay for a retreat with fellow african missionaries followed by a longer stay with my area missionary directors.  Finally on May 7th I'll make the trip back to Zambia to begin the next term in Jembo!
Thank you everyone for your prayers throughout these last months! The Lord is our faithful physician and I'm so thankful he'll be with me as I head back.  Its been nice to be home with so many of you in Canandaigua, and I've been so blessed by many visits from friends and family. 

Thank you for your prayers during this transition!  This is the longest stretch of time that I've been home since before college (!) and we've all gotten pretty comfortable having me around. Please pray for peace for my family as I head back to the unknown in Zambia, as there is understandably more concern about my health this time around! 

Most especially, praise the Lord for his faithfulness and healing :)